Drowning

All i feel is a little nothing when i touch your little soul
I'm so far away from love and my heart's a dark black hole
Where is all my secret yearning once it was a part of me
Where is all my stupid loving nothing's left but misery

And i know that the guilt lies in me
And that's a bad place to be

I drown all my love and the gods high above
Coz they don't give a damn how i feel
I drown all my love curse the gods high above
Coz they don't care about the way i feel
I drown you
I curse you
I damn you

Gotta get along without you
Gotta get another chance
How am i to get to you
When i'm still in self-defence

And i know…

We reach for the stars to forget our scars
Dust - eternally will cover us
Deep in my soul there's the love that you stole
Inside of me - eternally

I drown all my love…