Doubting Doubts

I keep searching for the answers to my doubts
It's like I'm caught between belief and wanting out
But there's this promise that my soul just cannot shake
That I am loved despite the struggles of my faith

And now that my eyes are open
I can see that I am stronger broken
You're the mystery that I put my hope in
More I seek, the more I find
Don't want to live like I'm an orphan with no bed
Still I keep searching for a place to rest my head

But I have all I've ever needed
Help me trust beyond what I'm not seeing
To be content with all this grace You've given
In my weakness You are strong

Your grace is my sole sufficiency
Your power is made perfect when I'm weak

Just want to shout it out for the world to hear it
That I'm His kid no matter what I'm feeling
I'm doubting doubts, I just cannot help believing
That I am loved no matter what
I am loved no matter what!