Doing Better

And the times I thought
That we could last forever
I was wrong, so what
But I've been doing better on my own

And you're so nice to me
I can't wait to leave
Love is not for me
Kill me in my sleep

And I know you hate this side of me
I hope you never leave
Oh, I hope you never leave
I haven't slept in weeks
I still see you in my dreams

And I'm in the back of the yard
Dreams are getting so dark
Stop me just this once
But I know I'm not giving it up

What I've done
And I'm really, and I'm really
Hating who I've become

And the feelings are never the same
I know that I'm not to blame
Overthinking way too much
I swear that I'm going insane
Stop me just this once

And the times I thought
That we could last forever
I was wrong, so what
But I've been doing better on my own

I'm the last one in the room
And you just beat me black and blue
And I'll just leave it up to you
But I'll be dead and gone

Just act like nothing's wrong
Just act like nothing's eating me inside
It's all because of you
But it's really 'cause of me