Dealer

They say it's hard to move on with memories on repeat
But for me it was easier to remember the bad things
Kisses in the park blushing under petals falling
Deep inside my mind I knew you would leave me
Why you had to make me get to know you
If you were just planning to become unknown again
Even when you're not there I sense your smell
I close my eyes and I see

I never guessed it'd be like this
I should've known better than this
But that day you had me like no one did
You had me giggling and blushing like a little girl (like a little girl)
Chances are you're gonna break my heart
And I'll let you do it just for fun (just for fun)

You say that I'm wrong, but deep inside you know
We were falling into the dark with no intention to float
Denying we're wasting both our time with drugs
My truth is I got lost looking into your eyes even more, mmh
Wondering how long it would take me to push you out
Or to make you leave me without any warning
Even now that I know you I wonder what was it like
I turn the music up so I don't hear

I never guessed it'd be like this
I should've known better than this
Because now I'm falling for a potential dealer
And I know pretty much how that ends
Chances are I'll get past this over time
But I'll be fighting your memory for a long long time
(Long long time) for a long long time
For a long long long time, long long time
Long time
(I never guessed it'd be like this)
Long long long time (I never guessed it'd be like this)
(I never guessed it'd be like this)
Long long long time
(I never guessed it'd be like this)
(I never guessed it'd be like this)
(I never guessed it'd be like this)