Damaged Goods

I could claim to have learned from my mistakes
Trust me, I’ve made plenty
But I'm left corrupt

Expectations and hope dispatched
Expectations and hope dispatched!
I’ll fight back this time
If your intoxicated body pushes

I’ll be good, I swear
Anything you want
There when you’re slipping, not that you could break

You’re my recovery and I'm determined
But I dream of being your virgin
I dream of being pure with an unbarred heart
(Cause that I'm not)

I’ll fight back this time
If your intoxicated body pushes
If you strip me bare with lies
Does that mean I’ve learned or simply made damaged?
Or simply made damaged?