Creature

I'm feeling so tense now
It's so complicated
I'll try making sense of
The things I've negated
I shuffle through boxes
For a pencil and paper
And map out the blueprints
To try and escape her

But in the back of my mind
My rival's thoughts are unkind
I'll keep her buried underground
A creature stuck in my head
Without the creature I'm dead
Throughout my life we are bound

I control all your actions
While I poison your bloodstream
Doesn't matter what you try
You'll never rid yourself of me
Why can't you realize
That I am a part of you
And it is a blessing
Though it is in disguise

But in the back of my mind
My rival's thoughts are unkind
I'll keep her buried underground
A creature stuck in my head
Without the creature I'm dead
Throughout my life we are bound

But in the back of my mind
My rival's thoughts are so unkind
I'll keep her buried underground
Can't trust a thing that she said
I'll trust my demons instead
We'll run as fast as we can