Bittersweet

Started before I could even remember
Praying to God that I don't feel the hurt
Every time I end up broken or worse
Falling for everyone that I shouldn't
Burning my life down for it to work
Maybe I'm realizing that love's not really worth it

Saying that I didn't know that I was putting out fires
Just to have them turn around, coming back again
One of the best things I've ever had is the worst of it all

Wasting my life chasing the bittersweet
Feeling of love, it ruins me
I'm hurting more than I can breathe
Making me someone I don't want to be
Breaking the better parts of me
I guess love isn't meant for me

Drinking alone in this empty apartment
Trying my best just to get through the night
Where do I go? What do I do?
Don't know what's right

Saying that I didn't know that I was putting out fires
Just to have them turn around, coming back again
One of the best things I've ever had is the worst of it all

Wasting my life chasing the bittersweet
Feeling of love, it ruins me
I'm hurting more than I can breathe
Making me someone I don't want to be
Breaking the better parts of me
I guess love isn't meant for me