Beauty Queen

Wish I could sleep a little while
It’s 3am, I'm hanging out with the voices in my mind
Tell me where do I begin
I'm always in this silent war with the body I live in

Get all dressed up to go nowhere
For strangers on the internet
To tell me just how beautiful I am

The curtain falls and I'm still fucking lonely
It’s like I'm tryna make the whole world love me
But when they call me beauty queen
It’ll fix this broken part of me
Yeah I just want the audience to want me
Until the whole world
La la la la la la la la loves me
La la la la la la la la loves me

I find magic in applause
But then the silence comes around, it’s just me and these four walls
And the walls they’re closing in
Maybe I should leave this town, pack up and start again

Get all dressed up for something new
To hide my scars the way I do
I’d put make-up on my heart if I could

The curtain falls and I'm still fucking lonely
It’s like I'm tryna make the whole world love me
But when they call me beauty queen
It’ll fix this broken part of me
Yeah I just want the audience to want me
Until the whole world
La la la la la la la la loves me
La la la la la la la la loves me

Oh youth is like a treasure chest
But it’s worthless when there’s nothing left
This currency, commodity
Will it fix this broken part of me again and again?

The curtain falls and I'm still fucking lonely
It’s like I'm tryna make the whole world love me
But when they call me beauty queen
It’ll fix this broken part of me
Yeah I just want the audience to want me
Until the whole world