All To Myself

It's 3 A.M. and I'm alone in this apartment
Thinking 'bout my dearly departed heart
You built me up and brought me down now
Chasing ties to keep my feet off the ground
Guess it's not really worth explaining
It's been over a while and things have changed but
Memories still linger 'round and I'm drinking now

But I don't wanna say too much
So I guess I keep it all to myself (mm-hmm)
Baby, I've been hurt enough
So I guess I'll keep it all to myself (mm-mm)

I made it seem like I was fine
When I saw you that last time
So I bet you think I'm having fun
But I'm at home lookin' at you on my phone
Might have drank a little too much, but
Maybe I should hit you up, but
Could call you now but I'm just stuck in now

But I don't wanna say too much
So I guess I keep it all to myself
Baby, I've been hurt enough
So I guess I'll keep it all to myself

See, I could try explaining but it's complicated
And I'm far too faded for a conversation
May say something I regret like: I really want you back
But I know there's no time for that

Oh, I don't wanna say too much
Oh, I don't
I don't wanna say too much
Guess I'll keep it all to myself, I, yeah
Baby, I've been hurt enough
Gotta do this for myself