12 Nights

Were you trying to leave
You've become cold since that day
Saying that you could leave so easily
I couldn't endure anything that I hoped to trust
It becomes many nights and again in my memories
The remnants of what you left of those memories
That I should live on as you comforted me
You love me but the things I believed we could do
Is it my fault that I even involved my feelings into this

I wanted to believe that you would come back
Nights where I've been saving myself to give to you
Unable to say I love you
Turned away at night (That night)
The words that have always been hovering in my mouth
The words that have been written many times in my heart
To say I love you to you

A fever is in my heart when I hear you become weary and tired
At the same time because it hurts, I want you but
I cannot hold on to you
Again I regret it, but it cannot be stressed upon
I didn't even know my own feelings
Is it something I can bear to share with you?

I wanted to believe that you would come back
Nights where I've been saving myself to give to you
Unable to say I love you
Turned away at night (That night)
The words that have always been hovering in my mouth
The words that have been written many times in my heart
To say I love you to you

I again become a shadow
Always hurting as a shadow and then to turn again
Can it really not be? Is it not it?
This time we cannot love again
Again when a time comes

I want to believe you will become my light, this night
Just enough for tears, and to give all, this night
Unable to say I love you and turned away, this night
The person who made my tears fall in my heart
The person I cannot be together with under this sky
My one and only, my love