Would You

Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on
Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on

Would you still ever hit my phone
Even when I think I'ma end it all
There's something telling me that I'm wrong
Every time that I get alone
And the thoughts all come at me at once
And I can't tell if its the drugs

I'm an inmate of the prison in my mind
And I think about this shit like all the time
I swear keep a straight face actin like I'm not scared
Spent my whole life walking upstairs
Got this weight on my shoulders I'm almost there
Yeah, I'm almost there

How do you expect me to love you
If I can't love myself
And how do you expect me to trust you
If I can't trust myself

Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on
Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on

If I never ever made a song
Would they ever give me time of day
And if I never ever reach the top
Would everybody still treat me the same
Probably not but its okay yeah

I don't blame them its all a game, yeah
We all playing to get nowhere
We all playing to get nowhere
But its never over
And sometimes its torturing me

How do you expect me to love you
If I can't love myself
How do you expect me to trust you
If I can't trust myself

Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on
Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on