Velvet

It eats my inside
This longing I've got in me
It's meaning hiding from me
I need to open myself

This night is me
Bearded and deluled
Like an old man full of wisdom
Waiting for my command

Madness embracing me
With claws it comforts me
Wraps me in velvet
Fills me with itself

Guilt waves in me
Try not to spill it
These useless thoughts that Buzz
In my ear like insects

Now look at me
In this cold whirl of reason
Speaking of emotion
Am I a lie I told myself

I know I'm not in control
Most of the time
I know I'm not in control
That's what you're for