Uncertainty

I used to wake up ready
I used to fight and never quit
I used to be the one

The one you needed

I've been lost in my own mind
I've been searching without commitment
I've been trying to be
Again, the one you needed

I don't know where I've changed
And I can't precise at what time
But I know that at this moment
I'm not the same guy

And through this discovery of my own
I've lost friends and loved ones
Because I didn't know
Didn't know what to do

It's not like we have a button
That could trigger our feelings on
And set them the way
The way we liked

They just appear out of nowhere
A bad and coward surprise
And leave us without saying
A fucking goodbye
A fucking goodbye

So now everything has changed
The everyday of my life
And I don't know where to steer
I'm living paralyzed

I used to know where I wanted to get
I used to know every step of mine
I used to be there
At the right time