The Abandoned

Staring at the wall,
I never thought this would be so hard.
How could have i been so close and never known you?
I never knew, i never knew you at all!

You will always be my father but i hope you know,
It's your fault and i'll never know what that means.

You left a void that never could be replaced.
I am dying inside but you will never see!

I always had hoped that you did not want it this way,
But no matter how hard i try you always pushed away.

You said you loved me but...

How was i supposed to know
(how was i supposed to know)
When you left here,
You left me here alone?
Do i ever even cross your mind,
Just for second?
Do you know i'm alive?

You know i would let you in but you threw everything away.
So tell me what did you get from all of these years of pain?
You have no clue what i've been through,
But i guess that you wanted it that way!

How was i supposed to know
(how was i supposed to know)
When you left here,
You left me here alone?
Do i ever even cross your mind,
Just for second?
Do you know i'm alive?

If you would've been there,
If you would've stuck around.
If you would've been there when i needed you,
You would've been
You would've been so proud!

How was i supposed to know
(how was i supposed to know)
When you left here,
You left me here alone?
Do i ever even cross your mind,
Just for second?
Do you know i'm alive?

Los Abandonados

mirando a la pared,
nunca pense que esto seria tan dificil.
como pude estar tan cerca y nunca saber de ti ?
nunca saber, nunca saber nada

Tu siempre seras mi padre
pero espero que sepas,
que es tu culpa y nunca sepas
lo que significa

dejaste un vacio que nunca puede ser remplazado
Estoy muriendo por dentro
pero nunca viste!

Yo siempre tube la esperanza de que tu no quisieras esta manera,
Pero no importo lo mucho que lo intentara Siempre me rechazo.

Siempre dijiste que me amabas pero...

Como iba yo a saber
(como iba yo a saber)
cuando dejaste aqui
Cuando me dejaste solo aqui?
Nunca cruse tu por tu mente
Solo por un segundo?
Sabes si estoy vivo?

Sabes que te dejaria pero lo lanzo tan lejos
Asi que dime que obtubiste de todos esos años de sufrimiento?
No tienes idea por lo que eh pasado,
Pero creo que tu lo quisiste de esa manera!

Como iba yo a saber
(como iba yo a saber)
Cuando dejaste aqui
cuando me dejaste solo aqui?
Alguna vez cruce tu mente,
Solo por un segundo?
Sabes si estoy vivo?

si ubieras estado alli
si te ubieran pegado alrededor
si ubieras estado alli cuando te nesesite
si ubieras sido...
si ubieras sido tan orgullosos

Como iba yo a saber
(como iba yo a saber)
cuando dejaste aqui
Cuando me dejaste solo aqui?
Nunca cruse tu por tu mente
Solo por un segundo?
Sabes si estoy vivo?