Stimuli

I see you sitting there watching from a distance.
Waiting for something...
Drawing on my energy...

Lost to reality
You can't see anything but green.
Symbolic of your hate...
Symbolic of my fate...

Wash away your notions of love.
Dream away self-awareness.
Join the revolution of rage in the new age.

Lost on the edge of pain and lust
I wait for a new hope.
Join me here!!!
Join me here!!!

Selfish desires of wasted dreams...
Don't lose yourself too much...
I can't feel you anymore
And it feels fine.
I've lost you...
I've lost you...

Tortured by spiritual lust...
I gave away everything
And you say it's just...
Hate!!!

I want to see how you work inside.
The gears of mindlessness
Mustn't turn very fast
...i want you in front of me
Wondering why there is no fear...

You can't hold me back much longer
I am almost done here...
I have almost died here...

Don't judge what you hear
It might jump out and take you into my darkness.
I have not lost it!!!
I am reality!!!

...and you are but a ghost floating in it.
Your soul bleached by my will...faded...wasted
...drawn back every time you have a conscious thought
...don't try to think
It wastes my time.

Pent-up angst keeps me here
...this frame of mine
...this state of being
Shall never be understood
Or attained by anyone
 
Lost are you to my hate
Lost are you to my rage
Justified i am...
Justified...
Justified...

Let go of everything you hold dear
It no longer matters

Slow things down...
For i am not the creature you see in the mirror
I am everything you hold dear

Too much stimulation...
I must find a zen
Something not understood
Something i hold dear

The thoughts of many
Have squeezed out reason
Drawn to its beauty
Like a moth to the light

You die...
We die...