Scared To Be Happy

They say when you break up, you break up two times
The first when you leave, the last time you cry
I haven't cried over you in a while now
But that's not to say you with her didn't hurt
Hundreds of nightmares, I ran through the worst
Breaking old habits, learning not to need you

I could see a whole life we're together
And you took it from me, give it all away to her
And damn, it hurt
So why now that I'm moving on am I sad to let go?
And why now that I'm letting go am I scared to be happy?

Maybe it's 'cause I know you won't be the one I call
When I'm stuck in traffic after hours, someone's cut me off
No, I don't need you in those moments anymore
I should wanna party but that means I'm moving on forever
And I've thrown away everything we used to be
No, I'm not ready to admit that I don't need you anymore

I could see a whole life we're together
But you took it from me, give it all away to her
And damn, it hurt
I used to love you so hard that to lose you would be impossible
But I guess I've proven me wrong
And damn, I'm strong

So why now that I'm moving on am I sad to let go?
And why now that I'm letting go am I scared to be happy?
So why now that I'm moving on am I sad to let go?
And why now that I'm letting go am I scared to be happy?