Im Used To It

Yeah, yeah, ayy

I been chasin' dreams, hope it works out
Shootin' for the stars, got me burnt out
I got nothin' else in store
This is all I'm askin' for, ayy
Stay inside my room, high school doesn't miss me
Didn't go to prom, had no one to go with me
I didn't wanna ask you out
'Cause I'm not who you talk about

Yeah, I'm used to this, the same old shit
Left alone wherever I sit (wherever I sit)
Why this place so dry? No love to find
You're the only one that ever acts kind (you're the only one kind)
They all after me, what's happening?
I wish that you could see what I see (just what I see)
Your boyfriend's a douche that thinks he's cool
And doesn't deserve a girl like you

I'm that outcast, dumb kid
Parents aren't dumb rich
I don't get A's like some kids
Most kids party every weekend and drink lots (drink lots)
While I try to write songs, gettin' pissed off (yeah, I'm pissed off)
Yeah, I don't really care what they all say (what they all say)
Keep knockin' down my books in the hallway (in the hallway)
No longer wanna try, sick of being shy
Let's fight on the field next Monday, hey

Yeah, I'm used to this (used to this), the same old shit (same shit)
Left alone wherever I sit (wherever I sit)
Why this place so dry (so dry)? No love to find (to find)
You're the only one that ever acts kind (you're the only one kind)
They all after me, what's happening? (What's happening?)
I wish that you could see what I see (just what I see)
Your boyfriend's a douche (a douche), that thinks he's cool (he cool)
And doesn't deserve a girl like you

I'm trying (I'm trying)
I wanna talk to you, but I can't (girl like you)
I wanna walk with you, but I can't (girl like you)
Wishin' I was holdin' your hand (holdin' your hand)
I'm trying (I'm trying)
To forget the words that they say (words they say)
Crying here in my bed
Loneliness, my only friend