House Of Self-undoing

In the house of self-undoing
I saw your face
I desire to dissolve
To be redone

Tangled up in you and I
I'm well-demoned

Holy one
How long will you stay this time?
Joy thief, this human heart

Bowed low
Loss of illusion
I start to crawl my way out
Of this strange war
This underworld
Devoid of all direction
All foes hidden

Holy one
How long will you stay this time?
Joy thief, this human heart

Never wanted to stop
Never wanted to
Reached right into the mouth of the monster
Can you forgive me now?
Yearning to be left unbound

Holy one
How long will you stay this time?
Joy thief, this human heart
This human heart
I never wanted, never wanted, never wanted, never once