Heavy Heavy

I wake up feeling empty
Empty out the shit that's in my brain
I press my head against the shower wall
And watch it all drip down the drain

I'm feeling empty
Fuck the MTA
I always miss my train
I thought I saw you standing there
Oh, wait, it's only someone else's face

These thoughts feel obvious because they play
On repeat in my mind
And by the time they fall out of my mouth
I've told myself a hundred thousand times

It's getting heavy, heavy
Telling everybody that I'm fine
I'm feeling heavy, heavy
Does it mean I wanna fucking die?