Fucking Tell Me How You Feel

Everything is different now
We're getting older
Wasn't I supposed to be a bit colder
Always on fire honey, I'm burning
Your silence screams out loud
I'm a burden

Turn on the radio listening to music
Can't look me in the eyes, you're refusing
But I can't help but care, that's how I roll
Your body's standing there but you're far gone

Fucking tell me how you feel
'Cause I need to know
Don't pretend it's no big deal
Cannot watch you go
Promise me none of this is real
I'm delusional
Don't keep anything from me
Say we'll make it work

You complain that I am always sad like it's my fault
Well this is just not fair, it's in my bones
I know I'm not the kind you like better
But you can't be alone

Turn on the radio listening to music
Can't look me in the eyes, you're refusing
But I can't help but care, that's how I roll
Your body's standing there but you're far gone

Fucking tell me how you feel
'Cause I need to know
Don't pretend it's no big deal
Cannot watch you go
Promise me none of this is real
I'm delusional
Don't keep anything from me
Say we'll make it work

And I know this is not healthy
You just keep me hanging on
But I'll do my time I won't go anywhere
Cause you make me sorta happy
And sometimes I'm really selfish
Maybe one day you'll get tired enough
To open up

Fucking tell me how you feel
'Cause I need to know
Don't pretend it's no big deal
Cannot watch you go
Promise me none of this is real
I'm delusional
Don't keep anything from me
Say we'll make it work

Turn on the radio, now you're singing
While I'm crying
Turn off the radio, pay attention
I'm not dead yet

Turn on the radio, now you're singing
While I'm crying
Turn off the radio, pay attention
I'm not dead yet