For Months Now

It happened in your car, then again at the bar
It doesn't matter where we are, it's a pattern
You get to fall apart
You're selfish, you don't think you are
Little things are the biggest part of the matter

That night, you left me with your friends
I left you, a little bit then
It happens again and again, have you noticed?

I've been leavin' you for months now
I just haven't found a way out
I don't love you like I used to
I just don't know how to tell you
When you're happy, I'm the saddest
You're gonna hate me when it happens
Keepin' a secret and I'm not proud
I've been leavin' you for months now

It's not a big surprise, you've seen it, in my eyes
Every time you make me cry, you call it tough love
And you're not happy for me, not the way that you ought to be
And I'm tired of playin' down all good stuff

I've been leavin' you for months now
I just haven't found a way out
I don't love you like I used to
I just don't know how to tell you
When you're happy, I'm the saddest
You're gonna hate me when it happens
Keepin' a secret and I'm not proud
I've been leavin' you for months now
Oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh
When I love you, I hate you the most
When I love you, I hate you the most
When I love you, I hate you the most

When I love you, I hate you the most
When I love you, I hate you the most
When I love you, I hate you the most

I've been leavin' you for months now
I just haven't found a way out
I don't love you like I used to
I just don't know how to tell you
When you're happy, I'm the saddest
You're gonna hate me when it happens
Keepin' a secret and I'm not proud
I've been leavin' you for months now

I've been leavin' you for months now