For Lucy

For Lucy
For Lucy
For Lucy

You lay on the floor of your new house
With the walls you painted dark blue
You talk to yourself
Never felt so alone
I call, you don't pick up the phone

He left you for another back in winter
Geminis and their ways
When you hesitated
I stopped trying
And I think about it to this day

But I write you letters sign them
For Lucy
I swear to God I'm trying
Can't you see
There's this space we made up
Between us

You lay in your bed with the lights on
What good is a friend if she's not home
And I'm trying to mend it
By being relentless
I don't know how to act, don't know what to say

You got stuck in a dark place when he left
And I tried to be there, oh I promised
When we were little kids
Said we'd give anything
But nothings the same

So I write you letters sign them
For Lucy
I swear to God I'm trying
Can't you see
There's this space we made up
Between us

And I hold my breathe and whisper
For Lucy
I called you my sister
Then watched you bleed
In this space we made up
Between us

So I'm standing on your doorstep
In the floodlights
I can see your bloodshot eyes
Oh nothings as I planned it
Are you alright
Are we alright

Oh I'm standing on your doorstep
With a letter
I wrote back when we felt so much better
Oh nothings as I planned it
But please just read
For Lucy

For Lucy
For Lucy
For Lucy