Equilibria

My life, full of plans and visions
A horizon of gold, but feet of concrete
The extra mile going backwards
Sometimes one step back means one step further

With every silent minute, it tears apart my conscience
All silence comes with sloth
Sloth leads to worry, it makes me wanna burn
Who’s gonna help me out?

I feel so far away – miles away
I seek serenity – sobriety
But the silence in serenity,
It feels like a crown of thorns – crown of thorns

(Can you still see? – look what you’ve done)
(Can you still feel? – look what you’ve done)
So many vampires, feasting on my blood
My inner peace is buried – it’s hard to dig it out
Don’t you take my strength – I need it for myself
But suddenly I stand alone and walk this road all by my own

With every silent minute, it tears apart my conscience
All silence comes with sloth
Sloth leads to worry, it makes me wanna burn
Who’s gonna help me out?

I walk further down the road
I will clear a way for me – equilibria
Wander through the deepest dale
Soon I’ll rest forevermore – equilibria
I feel so far away – miles away
I seek serenity – sobriety
But the silence in serenity,
It feels like a crown of thorns – crown of thorns