Confused

I've been wandering alone for a long time
And running away from everything
I've been thinking it's better
To be colder than ice

But this time, defenseless
I'll let you in my dreams
I'm totally confused!

I don't know what's going on
Earth is so far away
But I have no fear of flying
Since I am not alone

I do not know what's going on
This is the path with no return
Earth is so small

That's so good feeling
(That's) like we're walking on the water
There's nothing I understand, anymore
I just want to sing!

Now, I'm forgetting everything
I'm not that old one (or like I use to be before), anymore
Do you hear me?
Do you see that I'm confused?