Black Rain Cloud

Can I listen to this song
Without crying?
Can I listen to these words
Without dying?
Maybe good times I'll remember
Bad times I'll ignore
Cause I don't want to feel
Like a black rain cloud anymore

Can I think about the way
We were together?
Can I give a little rain
For better weather?
Let the sun come shining through
Just like it did before
Cause I don't want to feel
Like a black rain cloud anymore

Did I hold on for so long for love
Or was it just jealousy?
Was I doing everything for you
Or did I do it for me?

If I saw you walking by
Before you saw me
Would I run and try to hide
And if you called me?
Could I answer you and say
The rain will never pour?
Cause I don't want to feel
Like a black rain cloud anymore