Back Of The Line

I’m looking for an answer
Another one just to bring me down
I think I’ve never been so low and so loud
I try to fight against it
But I can’t even explain to you how
We’re walking hand in hand but cuffed to the ground

I wait down in the back of the line
Just like everything is fine
Feeling so numb in my head but
So wide eyed to any opportunity
Knocking inside of my brain
Unlocking me out of the chains I still hide

I’m not reciting no poetry
And you’re not looking at me
I bring no sunshine along with me
And I pay no mind to your relief
I have been dreaming about it
Feeling so incomplete
I’ve been drinking and lying
About living life so honestly

I wait down in the back of the line
Just like everything is fine
Feeling so numb in my head but so wide eyed
To any opportunity
Knocking inside of my brain
Unlocking me out of the chains I still hide

As long as I live
I wanna feel as young as I did when I got here
There’s nothing left to hate
And nothing left to break in my heart that I won’t care
That I won’t care