Am I Wrong?

Once I heard: Stop that because you will become a joke
I know you are like that naturally
But try to hide it so you don't embarrass yourself

I have a secret boyfriend
Secret for them because
For my best friends, no
They want the best for me
But they don't know what I think is best

Am I wrong?
Am I insufficient?
Am I imperfect?
Do they really love me?
Or should I run away?

I love them more than anything
But sometimes they make me feel bad
Insufficient, wrong, and imperfect
They always ask, where is your love that doesn't show up?
Little do they know it already has
It's not who they expected
But to me, it's the best person in the world

Am I wrong?
Am I insufficient?
Am I imperfect?
Do they really love me?
Or should I run away?

I love them more than anything
But sometimes they make me feel bad
Insufficient, wrong, and imperfect
They always ask, where is your love that doesn't show up?
Little do they know it already has
It's not who they expected
But to me, it's the best person in the world

Am I wrong?
Am I insufficient?
Am I imperfect?
Do they really love me?
Or should I run away?

Am I way?
Am I way?