Alive

I'm letting go of all i've known.
What have i done? i've become so numb
To the constant talk of the person i will never be.
I need a chance to breathe.

I've finally found the truth.
With nothing left to lose,
I'm falling faster into you.

Searching for a sign there's something left inside.
Losing my hold, i've finally lost control.
All my mistakes have led me to this place.
I'm about to break.

I've finally found the truth.
With nothing left to lose,
I'm falling faster into you.
There's nowhere left to hide.
Inside i'm terrified
Of what i'll do to feel alive.

I think i've always known
I'm better off on my own.
And i'll always push you away,
Because i'm so ashamed
Of all that i've done.
What have i become?

I've finally found the truth.
With nothing left to lose,
I'm falling faster into you.
There's nowhere left to hide.
Inside i'm terrified
Of what i'll do to feel alive.