I'm feeling drained a little bit
And out of sorts, apathetic
The moments you never deserve
Always stay glued
Inside your head until they tear away at you

It all hurts the same
Why is it so hard to be tough?
And if it all hurts the same
When will I have had enoug

Condemned to the toxicity
If I broke you’d find another means
It wasn’t me you felt sitting in your guilt
I think we’re all dishonest at first

You didn’t ask, you took
Now I'm sitting shook
Of all the things I’ve overlooked
They’re staring back at me
I'm drownin

What does it mean
To feel constantly unsafe?
Always present, on the edge
When does it end?
When does it end?
Though moments bitter, I resent
There's nothing more fucked than what's going on inside your head

I am tired of defense
Of you sitting on the fence
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I don’t want the things I don’t say
To keep getting in the way
But I can’t stop keeping my mouth shut
Everything pours straight from my gut

It doesn’t matter anyway
Nothing that I could say
To make this hurt go away
So I’d rather sit in pain
Fester the sadness t

That which comes together, commenced to fall apart
You’ll always lose the battle when your anger wins the war
Unpack all your demons, I am here to stay
Hopeless, we are broken and our pain is all the same

We are greater than the sum of our separate parts
Wishing we would fa

25 feels a lot like 24
Still the pain but there is something more
It never, It never settles right
When you live between nightmares, do you still call it life?

Though I wish you asked twice
Though I wish you asked twice
Though I wish you asked twice
Hating you makes

Self harms a sport for one
Without the strength to overcome
Did you think this would be fun?

I beg to breathe
But I can't stop suffocating
Does anything good come easy?

Moments between
I am tearing at the seams
Are you too always haunted by your dreams?

How come this never goes my way
You are what I wish I lived without
You filled me with doubt
You are the labor I allowed
I'm passing now
But you never heard a sound

How come this never goes my way
I find in dreams that my body’s rot
To reflect all this decay

I'm feeling different than before
In the past I’ve wanted more
Now all time brings is apathy
Lately, I can never breathe
Whys my chest so damn heavy?

I guess this is growing up
Sure feels like sticking in the mud
Of all the things I’ve asked myself
Why persist w

Awake, I relive each moment
This room holds my discontent
You over me
Everything was empty
I held my breath, you consumed me

I always begged for your temperance
You set soil in each precious moment
I lay silently with my own shame
I only wanted your refrain

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