Leave it out
All out
Today
Killing me
It's here
Your ache
Something
That feels
And crawls
Like a snake
Get it out
Cancerous
Get out, get out
Lose yourself
To the red death

Leave it out
All out
Today
Killing me
It's her

I'm a stranger in this vessel
And estranged and separate
The hand does not recognize its own touch
Between the action and its result
The tongue which damns the rest
Connecting self to simple flesh
Autoimmune inflicts itself

I was five and he was six
We rode on horses made of sticks
He wore black and I wore white
He would always win the fight

Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down

Seasons came and changed

A thing without reflection
It sees itself only in shadow
It does not recognize its blankness
It can not recognize its darkness

And I look for my shadow
With a lamp in the daylight
And I'm looking for my shadow
And I realize I don't belong here
I don't belong her

It gnaws on its own tail
Feeding into and upon itself
Succubus ouroboros
Chewing whole to self ingest
It takes what I can't give
The body betrays itself

It gnaws on its own tail
Feeding into and upon itself
Succubus ouroboros
Chewing whole to self ingest

Plucked from the ground
Severed at the roots
And carrying the wind
To a wretched crepuscule

Crawling on bruised knees
Grasping in the dark
Spill 'til I'm pitted
And sweat 'til I'm ripe
Spill 'til I'm pitted
And sweat 'til I'm ripe

Dig my heels into the

There is an all-devouring hunger
Which distends deprivation
It is no aberrant anomaly
But endogenous and autonomic
Ordained by our very nature
Further dilated
By the ever-enclosing discord
We now see as normal
It carves a chine and settles in
To every crack, c

How many vacant spaces
Can  be filled with empty words
What  amount of silence
Can be stacked to form
In Homeostasis
Static  complacency

A  deafening wall of static
Humming din of delusion
The  wait will be long
Until time becomes short again
We bide and

We have the bitter knowledge
Of that vacuum
The realized void
Which tears body away from self

We have the bitter knowledge
Bitter knowledge
Bitter knowledge
Bitter knowledge
Bitter knowledge

What's bred in bone will come out in flesh
Budding in secret<

Hooked into me
Like a burr
A single thorn
Anemic bond
Seeping through nylon
Leaking from under gloves
Stuck in milkweed

Hooked into me
Like a burr
A single thorn
Anemic bond
Seeping through nylon
Leaking from under gloves
Stuck in milkweed

How starkly human
Desperate for the sense of vantage
Over all versions of it's own reflection
The deep, serrated nausea
Quaking, it sheds
Down to the nakedness of need
So bound to it

The chance nature of existence
Ours is no special significance
All things opposed to reason
Logic is a construct of the human
Despite all our scrambling rejections

We cannot transcend all of our instincts
Just animals lost in a confused dream
Where mankind is real

I feel
An evil pull
I see them
Deep in the pull
I see them
I feel them
The empty self

I hate
This empty self
The empty self
The empty self
I hate myself
Hate

You've felt this before
In a raw and honest moment
Of pre-word amorphous thought
Primal and pristine panic
The taste of forbidden fruit
In your mouth and at the tip of your tongue
An instant before the thought becomes clear
And is summed dissolved corrupt
It's tru

Running in circles like frightened cattle
In a frenzied stampede
Caught in the spiral of cause and effect
Maybe self destruction is a viable
Self regulating system
Negative feedback stop gap
Deferring constructive distruptance
It's not that I condone it
It just se

Sleepwalking form
I slowly trembled
Then awoke again
Then awoke again
Enstasy, the tickle of panic

Of a sentence drawn
Nipping at my heels
Nipping at my heels
Nipping at my heels

Sleepwalking form
I slowly trembled
Then awoke again
Then awoke a

Burning bush
Burning
Cleanse me by fire
Of the sins you fed to me

Through the bearing of your bitter fruit
And the sour sap
That trickles down to soak your roots
Through the bearing of your bitter fruit
And the sour sap
That trickles down to soak your roots<