I don't think that I want to die
And for this I need a reason why
When you humans act so funny and I need to fill my tummy
I tried
I lied
Some peace of mind
I don't know why I act this way
Something seems to change from day to day
I'm feeling kinda giddy and my mo

Do it again
She said to me
So I nailed my hand to the baseboard floor
Hysterically
Laughing at me
She begged the question and I begged for more
Now I water
The thorn you rammed
Deep into my side watch it fertalize
You shoved your finger
Right down my throa

Well Maybe it's us but I really think that it could be you
We were head over feet
it was ironic that our dreams had come true
So I packed up all my luggage and headed for the coast
Spandex, peanut butter, and more jam on my toast
We don't mean no harm
It's just honesty's

I never thought that the day would put a twist on what we thought was true
I smile out loud just because of the way you make me feel the way you do
Sprawled across my floor I wish that you would never have to leave my door
But if this world held a grudge against you I'd hold a grudge

You came to me like my alarm
I carved your first and last name in my arm
Now I only wear black so maybe then you will see
I'm just a shadow of what I'm not supposed to be
You fuel my fire with your laughs and your frowns
You call me a freak and join the circus you clown
I

I wish I had some thread
so I could just sew up your nose
Eternal sleep at least you folded up your clothes
And then you went and snorted your way off the earth
But why must you always obey
When there's so much to say and do
and now your gone
I know it's true
But

Alright!
Bourbon blues on the street, loose and complete
Under skies all smoky blue green
I can't forsake a dixie dead shake
So we danced the sidewalk clean
My memory is muddy
What's this river that I'm in?
New Orleans is sinking man
And I don't wanna swim
Col

She was the one who would make me feel so fine
And when she walked up to my window
with a quirky little smile I rolled down my window
and asked her
hey maybe you would like to have a cigarette with me
then she gave me a quirky little look and I said okay
So we stepped out

How long
I said so long
Just go
A thousand hands will carry into foreign lands
And I will point
And smile
I know in your filling your memory back
I need you please
I need you so
Go with the flow
And I?ll watch you go
So go on leave, just go on go
J

It's too late to say what your doing is killing me
Now too soon to pay
Where i willingly
Where you stand there with somebody else
By your side
While, the man inside of me
Has died
Died
Died

Somebody give me a mirror
So i can check myself
A reflective

I used to be a little one
But now I'm big and strong
Cause I used to eat my greens
I used to get the snot beaten right outta me
Then I'd go on home and scream
I'll fight you for everything you offer me
I'll fight you for everything that you say to me
I'll fight you fo

Questions
I'm open to any suggestions
and facing the problems once faken
And I'm keeping the promises maken
Laughing at all the stupid ways that we were acting
I'll always be here to be your friend
and I'll always be here to lend my hand
Peeking through your window al

Another "F" again I fret
Another cocky hypocrite
And another dirty look from a passer by
Kiddy porn and lunatics and all the things that make me sick
Another suicide from a sad rock star

So get the fuck out of my face
And disappear without a trace
You annoying littl