I used to hate the sand
Now all I want is to be buried in it
I used to hate holding your hand
But I took my skin for granted

I love the ocean
Only cause you were there
When you heard of the news
You weren't even scared

I wanna scoop out my cheeks
So you ca

And as I hang my head, eyes heavy
With the flaring lights passing by me
Well, I swerve to the left and I lean to the right
And I wonder if I'll get back home tonight
Or have I completely given up on myself?

I was never the one to press game over
I would always grab anot

I can still feel your teeth digging into the inside of my bottom lip
I can still feel my heart beating far too fast for the situation

And it's not your fault for showing interest
When there is alcohol involved
Everything seems so much more simple

Well what a load of shit<

Wait outside before my dad wakes up
And sees what we've done
Just one more beer, before we go to bed
Before I rip my head off

I've been stabbing myself with the handle of a knife
And I wonder why I'm not dead yet
As we speed towards a new life
I can only feel myself

Well if you come inside
I promise to keep you warm
I'm sorry if I scared you
When I slammed the car door
But that doesn't matter now
You're still plastered on my walls
And I just can't bring myself to cover you
With bands that don't even like at all
Because I'm a

Well if I tried I could be an alcoholic
But I'm just too lazy to pick up a bottle and run with it
Because I just can't stand to change my daily routine
And the only girls who give me the time of day
Are far too young to realize the horrible mistake that they've made
I'm the h

Driving with the wipers on
In the morning, when its not raining
Just to get a false sense of clarity
Of whats in front of me

What's in front of me
Is not what its supposed to be
I'm using the sanctuary (I used when I was 18)

But I'm not 18 anymore
Oh I'm just