Some special things
Let my thoughts freeze
Let me feel not
Wax on their face
What they hide behind
I should not be here
I should not be there
I should not be at all
If I am
What is then?
I go and seek
Go and seek
When you look in the trench
Can

So many thoughts we have lost
So many thoughts we have won
Selecting the real ones
Rejecting the false ones

Every day cuts through your heart
Every year cuts through your soul
Every pain cuts through your face
Every loss cuts through your pride

Your life turns

Drilling my mind in yours
Take me up
Take me up

I jump through the mirror
I fall on the other side
Emptiness I remember
I feel so clean
I feel secure
A smile on my face

A nice shine
A personal lie

This person is coarse
Trembling within my cor

Used thoughts
Second thoughts
Compact thoughts
No longer the one you were
Become and play your role
Who goes for the throne must go for the king
This matter is not overdue
Still no change to see in your self-absorption
And the animal runs amuck
Getting stronge

Lonely, lonely, lost and lonely
Lonely, lonely, defeated, conquered and lonely
Lonely, lonely, broken, burried and lonely

No longer

Nature breaks through my mask
New blood lifts the task
A thought beats up my mind
Hate will see eyes are blind
Now I take the fl

With your pride
You are spraying the souls
Not for me
And not for who I am.
At any image area
You feel at home
Just to see
How far you can go
To behave like a child
Just to see how honest we are
To get us surprised as we are

To find out how deep a sm

The cold comes
Increasing my mind
A vision getting clearer
Harder
Your beauty grows
Stunning my mind
Pureness will come
Impurity must go
My obsession
My offender
Could I die for you
My obsession
My offender
Let me freeze by your kiss of anger

When time meets the end
Names and deeds are forgotten
When time has buried all your memories
A soul looses its values
When living becomes surviving
When the forthcoming belongs to the past
You will kneel down
And pray to the horizon
To get a nightmare instead of r

It is in me
Wipes the smile from my face
Extingishes the splendour in my eyes
I cannot get away
I do not want to be captured once again
Anything said becomes equal
So what is left
Absolutely nothing in the nowhere
Inner dirt destroys joy of life
Do not trust i

skull of your innocence
Beautiful brutal violence shreds the monster
Beasts with human brains is what we are
Sharpened senses and nothing to loose
Instinctively acting
Free living
For us haiting is an art
Hear the progressing step of the machine
The chivalrous res

Unflagging the tumescence grows
In your joy and changes into enviousness
An unstoppable conqueror
Prospering in the middle of your endless ranks
Strangling you to death with your cold hand
Rippling chatter is the alloy of your skin
Stubborn appearence is our armor
Our

Tonight a carnivore is out
Lust burning in his head
The need for flesh leads him
Right between your thights

Violent energy hammers
His body into yours, animalistic rituals
No love, just wantoness
No love, just wantoness

Lust, physical, liquids, blood

One

Why should I deny
That I will not resist
How could I decline
When I am still prone
Welcome
To the weird travel through my wood
Of uncertain emotions
The wedlock between laudable and barren dreams
Welcome
To my world
A circus of nakedness
Chase these th

As an uprising son
(It hallows)
As a tragedy of facts
(It hallows)
As an unfailing glory
(It hallows)
As a melody of trust
(It hallows)
This burden
A companion of mine
My mindclaw
Breaking my speech
A mask of panic
Hiding the flesh
Not more

Midmost in the firestream
I live in an anxious way
Trying to give birth to
The child of my redemption
But too calm I am
Too unreal I feel
Constant alienation
Is the result of my abstinence

Once I was the cyclone - Once I was this god
Once I was the one - Scr

Ignorant
I drift into uncertainty
I have never been prepared
After the second
But real birth
Came self-reproach
Perception
Followed by frivolous sins
After the first coining came emptiness
Becoming a part of I
The thinking
The question what for
Why

Searching for the spotlight
To clear up your wickedness
You have waited so long
Penetrating yourself
Diving deeper to the forgotten parts
Swimming through the black water
Going deeper and deeper
To the place where your pearls lie

Delighted by success
You ris

What do you do when you return from your inner trail search
In your own interior
And you find yourself unchanged
Will you call yourself a stranger
Will you admit to yourself
Your unconsciousness
Towards your inner side
Your emptiness strokes your being
But you nee