The moment you swam in your desperating hell
I was thinking of your fall in a desperate spell
"You're young and sane, the beauty'son
You've built your own world...' that I could break in an hour !
I've slept on iron, I've lied in misery
But I've never never caught a chance, a

Something's creeping in my mind
Something's sleeping in my heart
Like a vision of after-war
A wind vacant factory
See the burning dress
See the symbol melts
Lost and low
Lost and low
Absent friend in my mind
Like a spiritual need
Absent friend in my eyes

Drifting in a loving fear
It doesn't matter anyway
I've been so nice for many years
It now won't happen anymore
Gentle nights, not many sins
Our fucking life eats all my time
Filthy girl come over here
Let's spend some time to share my realm
It goes all wrong

The older fear, I talk to myself
These empty words of hope
A million days make years of sadness
I wish I could hope...
My loneliness's only in my head
I've nowhere else to sway
My dream of beauty stands in my bed
I wish I could say
Before I'd sleep, I'll reach my

once i was in a major doubt
to try to clean the dirtiest thought
that you could drive that knife right into me
the thing you've done never seemed to come
i was proud to keep that happy home
far from the claws that watched all around
it was itching at the highest
this

were sorry
fake and dirty
let me clean you
let me clear you, just clear you within your world
we won't escape
we will supress
i think they do
they feed you, just feed you with charming words
blind, undreadful
it's so usefull
i do my best
brighten up my

"Sweet sin
Come and be
My lover's eyes
Taste me
Then you'll feel
What diamonds are"
I can't
I can't
"My neck
Naked
Wants golden arms
It's time to accept
My rapture in chains
A diamond life"
I can't
I can't

I rest in peace
I rest in dusky spaces
Where the light shows the fear of clearness
You rest at dawn, in dusk of hallows
I'm breaking the mirror
Will we rest together, to laugh and love
The priest has lied
No I can't get nearer, pretending to pray
And it always fee

Landed in my mind, a world of dust, a world of inner cries
My life's a cenders fire, you loll and long and lie
You wear and weear a smile that fills me with the most darkest sight of pain
I tear and tear it all, you'll never reach my plain
Landed in my mind, a world of dust, a wo

Invaded by the doubt
Invaded by the empty
I fell the rise of agony
And the cry of fool
In the night, the cold blue
Of the kiss of death
Always in the depth
Always in the depth
Firelight
The shadow dances in the memory
Watch the red smoke
Led b

Days were calm and quiet
Dived in winter
Days were cold and dry
I thought I was alive
Then my eyes turned red, the impression fades
She clenched her fingers and drew the contour lines
And she let her hands describe her vision of life
A whirl made of fear, frightened c

Standing by, in the dance of water
I'm now so scared of my own reflection
The choice they've made, to serve their aim
Is pushing on my shoulders
They hold the keys of my own direction
The voice I hear, insane, is howling so dangerously
"The last winter inside your eyes is

From the top of her eyes
There's a sign she can deny
Another state of mind
She crosses the line
She crosses the line
Tripping down the cries
She leaves the ground, breaks through the tide and now
She floats and floats and floats on time
She gives up what she alway

Everytime she races the mirror wall
She tries to understand what never works
She wants to catch a light that never comes
The meaning of her life, what she is fighting for
But never, never, never, never, she sees her face
The mirror wall reflects her mind
The image of a tr

Mother
I'm drifting in such a dust
Mother
I'm dreaming of such a world
But I don't find yours
You said 'Be yourself'
But I can't fight this rolling thunder
You said 'Free your soul'
But life is not what yout old
Just put your hands around me
And heal me li

A sign is all she wants
The brand new game is up to come
A sign is all she wants
Give me the power
A laugh is all I need
To use the finger that makes her bleed
The laugh of adoration
Give me the power
Her fear is all I care
To start the disgust we must share

She comes in
Dirty, clean
It feels liek an animal in a golden cage
One eye fixed, one eye searches like a
carnivore for
My meat and bread
Your secrets are tired and buried inside
Now I'm wide-awake
Frustrations you hide are actions I find hard to
rearrange

Here I am
Still roaming through the streets of forbearaent
A gust of innocence has made of me the stoog of life
But I'm still patient, still aware of what we missed
I've found disillusion an ambiton
Here I am
Still listening to the sound of ignorance
My lust for weari

She sleep in the rivers bed, drunk of her sadness her head head the dwelling of deepest torment, of deepest lament caressing the water like ice, she shakes her head until her spirit finds the reaso

I used to take the night when it comes
I used to take the night as it falls
My body enfolded in it's velvet pall
My bloody thoughts in it's foggy call
I used to lay down by the hill
And watched the darkness, standing still
My head in pain among the cold
My hands graze