I've been writing, praying and it's cool
Know they haven't seen me, but just wait a minute
I don't like to play by many rules
Do things that they never do

Future think it can have me a mess
Expectation, reality never met
20s gotta be the hardest yet
I got all these

I, won’t ever go too far
I’m playing games, ‘cause happiness don’t last too long
Faded, so far gone

Thought I’d
Feel better when
I lit this thing
On fire, I’d be higher
I’m loosing my sense
Of consequence
So I’m

I’m hoping you’ll always be faithful

For a minute I
Really thought that I could handle
A little bit of time
But I quickly lost my control
At first it was nice
For a little bit
That I can admit
I'm in really deep
And I wanna leave

And now it's turned to pride
This kind of thing don't happen

Don't bother asking cause I'm not doing fine
Maybe it's something that I'm not doing right
Can't help but thinking
That maybe something ain't sinking in
I'm just ready for you to fight

I got some problems, I'm constantly reminded
You giving out joy? 'Cause I'm here tryi

Yeah, Ridin' round with your letters
Clipped to my dashboard
Anything that I ask Lord
I find in you
Never going too fast 4
Anything that you have for
Me, I know that you have more
Life with you
And all the roads are gonna be painted in gold
Struggle won't be s

Carve my name in your list I'm not going nowhere
Leave the door, why would I ever run?
From a love that I could never even compare
Hide me away in your asylum

If we're all slave to something
Can I be a be a slave to you?
'Cause you calm the storms and make the mountains

The back and forth for me
This world of war, it's
Do I say something?
Wait, should I ignore it?
Opinions flying
Now I'm trying to protect my mind
End of the times

How can I not notice the signs?
History repeating and no, it's not odd
That's what happens when

Forget
Not after
What he's done
Forgive
I never
Keep a grudge
I fight so I stay occupied
Just to keep it off my mind
I wish
If I could
But I miss

I wanna light up a match
Throw gasoline on the path
And be sure it's leadin' to him
Tell all

Won’t deny it, I’m quiet, I’m always in my head
In the moment, I find it hard to live in
There’s a million other things I could do instead
But none of them seem that important, no

'Cause all I think about is how we all gon’ die
And all I think about is how the price is high

I know what you're thinking
Feeling like you're sinking
I know that look anywhere
Seen it when I look in the mirror
I know it
The pressure just kicked in
Feeling like you can't win
Life is just covered with fear
You're trying so hard tat you don't dear
Show it

Every time I get this feeling
Like a chilling from the ceiling
Emotional misleadings
Falling short of your love
It’s been reoccurring
Has my mind racing in stirring
I’m feeling like I’m not enough

I try and be myself
I compare to someone else
Obsessions, the

If you took a picture of me, you
Would never get what you see, who
Knew that faking a smile
Would take me for miles
They'll ask you what's on your mind
Only if you're doing fine
Nobody wants to be
Friends with misery, no
Find me sitting on the edge of logical and

I, need real ones who stay around
Not who shut me down
Ones who's lost but now they're found
I, yes I need that good discernment
Not round' with the serpent
Ones who listen for the sermon yeah

I need a love like this, I need a love like this
Someone who's patient, n

I underrate, underestimate
When I don't know what you're doing
Remember when
Yeah I know you said
I'm that one that your perusing
I know I feel a little crazy
Worrying
What's the next move I make
Move to take
Till I
Till I feel it (I, I, I,)
And believ

I been thinking more and lately
I'm sticking around
Having perfect correlation

Even when I'm down
Usually I'm over here just
Trying to get by
Fighting by myself and now we're
Seeing eye to eye

And I lost a piece of me
When I never knew
Exactly who I wa

My lipstick’s dark
My futures bright
My blessings aren’t
Too hard to find

My life is full
But I’m on “E”
I haven’t talked
To you all day

I need you all the time
I don’t care how good I get
Cause I need you every single time
I spend

I Don’t le