You know me way better than anyone else
I get groceries like 30 miles out of town
I hate that we're still acting this way
I told you the secrets that nobody knows

It's all ammunition I know you would use
Yes me, know it's hard to be, trust me
Know you were only kids

You didn't even have a headboard on your bed
Don't know why I was so sure when we met
Thought you were perfect, that's my mistake
I guess the worst is you're just okay, I'm a mess
And you're not even worth it

Why do I cry?
When you don't lose any sleep at night
Why

Think it's kinda dumb, if you ask me
But you didn't ask me
In the game of love and war, you shot me
Thought we were on the same team
Wonder if you'd do it over differently
If only we got the luxury
What did I do wrong?
Why won't you tell me?

I guess your lack of

Without you over my shoulder
I'm ok I'm ok now
Say you are but you aren't coming over
A blessing when you
Said you needed space from me
Tell me how does it feel now?
All you did was make me see
Everything clear now
While you been
Been away

MIA

I be

You showed up at my house, unannounced
Hoping that you'll stay over
You keep talking about, how proud I'd be
Now that you're twenty days sober
You know that I am
It doesn't change the facts
Didn't give a damn
When you had every chance
Finally trying and you're doi

At the end of the rainbow
Is there really even gold?
Does anyone know?
‘Cause I do not
I look high and I look low
Empty case with an echo
So where do I go?
No idea

I'm not the realest but I'm fine
Looking myself in the eye
Saying: You can do better
Y

I got trust issues in the shape of you
Turn my tangerine into faded blue
I've been so sad for so long
Making excuses to hold on
To hold on
It's getting easier to say your name
To talk about it like it's all so yesterday
No more sleeping in the bed you made
No way<

1, 2

I don't know when it became a contest
Of who could care less
Kinda confused, when did it get cool
To let you keep me on edge

Content with the lack of attention
Grateful for drunken affection
Taking what's left instead of starting again
S'like I've rewired

Who said anything about forever
I flip feelings like I switch my sweaters
Conversations complicate the pleasure
After that tomorrow is whatever
Can't believe I cannot keep my hands all to myself
(Oh, your hands all to yourself)
Fall on to me, not into me
I'm better by

I'm fine on my own
But I don't like to be alone
It's not like I'm scared
I don't have to be

It's one night
It's alright
Just one night
It'll be fine (oh oh, ah)

I could say I couldn't resist you
But I made decisions that I could've said no to
So though

I still got your Letterman
It's buried in my closet
Every year I know it should disappear
The way we did
If I'm honest
I've still got those
Pictures I never see
Letters I never read
And I can't get rid of them
'Cause they're still a part of me, and
If I le

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath, truly, madly, deeply, too
I will be strong, I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on a
New beginning
A reason f

No hesitation
When I see something that I like
Damn, this temptation
I shouldn't but I just might
And it's your fault that you look that good
I wouldn't wanna help myself even if I could
Hm, but

What if I did?
What if I did?
What if I did exactly what I want