I failed myself again today
Liar, liar, it's always been that way
I fell face first while I was over thinking
Cloud my mind again, block it all away

Insecure and undeserving
Of all the love you were reserving
Negative and assuming
I'm numbing myself just to keep qui

I've been down so long, it look like up to me
They look up to me
I got fake people showin' fake love to me
Straight up to my face, straight up to my face
I've been down so long, it look like up to me
They look up to me
I got fake people showin' fake love to me
Straigh

I'd rather not be seen again
I hate the air I'm breathing in
I don't want to be alive anymore
You'll never hear from me again
When it's all brought to an end
It's all brought to an end by me
For you

I'm more deserving
Of the damage I'm causing
And you deserv

It's hard to talk about someone I hardly know
I just want to go back to the same things I always go back to
I'm to the point of disbelief that I even question what I see
Second guessing what's right in front of me

I can look at my best friends, and I can see the hope, the stren

Have you ever felt like you were invisible?
Tell me now if you've ever felt miserable
There's never really been a clear explanation
To live your life opposite to the world's rotation
To feel like no one. "no one understands."
To feel like you could die another lonely man

I find it imperative
I say something you'll cherish in fear there's no other chance past here
I ran away to escape a routine now it seems
I'll never make it back
No matter where I rest my head for the night, you're resting in my mind

When no one else would listen your atten

I don't want to you to remember
My face or name
I just want to scream alone and know
You all felt the same
But paint your own picture
And say what you will
It never matters what I say
It never matters how I feel
I hope you’re not like me
Desperate to leave