Do you recall the way I
I used to practice what I
Believed but now I'm falling down
It crept up on my while I
Was sleeping softly, surprise
Gravity took a hold of me

I know it's time to wake up
Cuz it hurts too much to make up
The colors that just make me real</

Here I am, here I stand
Took a picture of my hand
Bet you can tell it's not mannicured
Here I am, half a man,
I'm not a doctor, I'm not a tan
And I never helped the score
I drive to fast, the team picked me last
I break the rules and like it
My body curves, I forg

Children of every shape and size
Cutt your hair and work them thighs
Boys work hard to make the cash
Girls play dumb and shake that ass
As you are youre not enough
So If youre weak play it tough
Put on your mask be one of them
They'll like ya now and be your friend

Compare the way my body looks through the magazines,
don't know why everybody's buying into the scene.
So I'm gonna drive down the boulevard
not caring who has the fastest car,
tone down the makeup, and the noise,
cause whats inside will bring the boys.

I don't wanna lo

Nikki was the kind of girl
All dressed up in all her curls
They Served it on a silver plater
She had everything in this world

Oh no don't go down that road
Oh no don't forget your home
Cause I've been there I can relate
Come back babe it's not too late

Nikki h

I left the letter at you door.
I light your cigarette just once more
Now I say what I needed
Left the suitcase in your hallway
Dried up flowers down the driveway
But then I walked back in.
Saw pictures of your sister by the stove,
Holiday cards and
Murder she wrot