This is how it always was
(I am not sorry, sorry)
Do I make you nervous?
This is how we've always learned
Oooh, eh, eh

Seems like people got a mind that is just like mine
Wanna puff up their chests, and say that we're all fine
The tightrope is just a frayed out twin

I’ve gotta clean the house today the outside world just don’t seem safe I might let myself waste away
To feel like I have something in control
I wanna hurt myself today
It’s been a while and I miss the pain I give out and get no gains

I’ve only got myself to blame
But I won

You're up so high, you're playing my vibe
No casting your light, no casting your light
Held you up so high, you're playing my vibe
No casting your light, no casting your light
Fucking with the light, I can't make that vibe
You're so overripe, tryna steal my shine
Fuck you

Remember sitting in your car
You hand on mine while I was driving you
The subtle movement filled with nerves
And beads of sweat, well they just seeped right through

The denim of my jeans, we breathe like a dead shoreline
Your eyes so honest, like a child's
Felt like you