You

I use my notes to vent, cuz' I know you don't care
Even if you do, don't wanna bother you, I swear
And I know my parents would like you
You're the only person I'd cry to

I don't have voices in my head, but it still feels as if I do
I'm telling myself to do the things I don't wanna do
And the therapy I go to is just diagnosing me
I'm not getting any help and that's my fault, my fault

I use my notes to vent, cus' I know you don't care
Even if you do, don't wanna bother you, I swear
And I know my parents would like you
You're the only person I'd cry to

And I swear to God, I'm so sorry, I'm atheist
I just don't know what the fuck to do
I'm in my void and I don't know how to leave
Leave, leave, leave