To Bid Farewell

My lantern runs out of fuel
And the pain will always renew
When life is killing me
It's time to make it cease

To forget is always
A flawed way to cope
With the suffering of this world
For it's pain on its own

No more games, no more wrongs
Feel no more, no more words
For they will be lost in time
This is done and it won't hurt

Still alive I remember
I just wished to fly free
My courage was lacking
And I could not see

Now without a ground
Under my feet
I fall into the Unknown
Away from suffering

Here are my dreams of hope
And the proof I so badly wanted
The best part of living
Is to never have lived at all

To choose a voluntary death
Than a gradual suicide
It's the path to nothingness
The silver lining of free will

No more games, no more wrongs
Feel no more, no more words
For they will be lost in time
This is done and it won't hurt

The passage is not degrading
It is the matter reborn
In the wind that whispers
In the leaves that rustle
In the water that runs in streams
In the dew that shines beneath moolight
In the great trees that provide shelter
And may my soul cease to exist
I’d rather die than live with death inside

Still alive I remember
I just wished to fly free
My courage was lacking
And I could not see

Now without a ground
Under my feet
I fall into the Unknown
Away from suffering