Picture Perfect

Motherboard
I might short circuit
I know you won't come and get me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm self assured
On the outside
Inside a faucets leaking
I drown in every thought

Didn't wanna call ya
To warn ya
I'm wrapped up in this disorder
I didn't wanna bore ya
But it's torture
And I hope it doesn't haunt ya

I'll be smiling but I'm lying through my teeth
I'll be pretty picture perfect, honestly
Don't wanna speak
It's a part of me that you don't get to see
I'll be pretty picture perfect, honestly

I thought I was getting better
But I'm not getting better
I thought I was getting better
But I'm not getting better

I thought I was getting better
But I'm lost inside my head forever
I'm cracking under pressure
Lost inside my mind

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah

I'll be smiling but I'm lying through my teeth
I'll be pretty picture perfect, honestly
Don't wanna speak
It's a part of me that you don't get to see
I'll be pretty picture perfect, honestly