Not Enough

Everything that I want
Everything that I need right now
Everything that I thought
Everything that I said out loud
It’s never over, never close
Was it always out of control
Everything that i lost
Everything that i never found
No it’s not enough

Seventeen with the windows up
I couldn’t sleep til the teeth were cut
If I pretend that it’s all for love

I told myself just needed to feel alive with the sound
the vision up off the ground
Just fighting for identity I never could figure out, on and on
Till it’s coming down
A couple thousand hits
Brought a couple thousand doubts

And expectations were covered in gold
All the attention I wanted to hold
We're getting further and further from home

Everything that I want
Everything that I need right now
Everything that I thought
Everything that I said out loud
It’s never over, never close
Was it always out of control
Everything that i lost
Everything that i never found
No it’s not enough

Twenty three with a tighter grip
I couldn’t sleep without the world knowing
all along, swore that I was on the list

I told myself just needed to feel the vibe of the minute
maybe thats what i’m missing
fighting for identity that’s never mine to begin with, and still
losing count

A couple million hits
Brought a couple million doubts

And expectations were covered in gold
All the attention I wanted to hold
we’re getting further from home

Everything that I want
Everything that I need right now
Everything that I thought
Everything that I said out loud
It’s never over, never close
Was it always out of control
Everything that i lost
Everything that i never found
No it’s not enough