No Meaning

I know I must cry to forgive
I know I must breathe to live
I know I must love to feel the ones
who mean so much to me

I know I must dream to sleep
I know I must feel pain to weep
I know so many things but they
don't mean a thing to me

They say leaving you was a big mistake
The act like there was a choice to make
You knew better, it was no surprise
That I could never bear that look in your eyes

Why does it rain after sunshine
Why can't I read between the lines
Why do I long to run away
Each time another word to say

Why can't I feel the same way too
Why can't I understand the truth
Why do I know so many things when
they don't mean a thing to me

Doubt is a weird thing to understand
Why do things get out of hand
I seem to loose control
every time you take a fall