Never Wanted To Be That Girl

He helped me change a tire In a Citgo parking lot He said we both could use a beer And I said, "Hell, why not" What started out as one night Turned to six months just like that He never had a ring on So I never thought to ask But then last night I saw a message on his phone It said, "Hey, babe, what time you coming home?" I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to hate myself I thought this kind of lonely Only happens to somebody else Being the other one when there's another one God, this feels like hell I thought I knew who I was But it's getting hard to tell I never wanted to be that girl I've heard about those women Who didn't have a clue The ones who made excuses Like my mama used to do And he jumps in the shower Just as soon as he gets home And I'll spend half an hour Going through his phone I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to hate myself I thought this kind of lonely Only happens to somebody else Being the other one when there's another one God, this feels like hell I thought I knew who I was But it's getting hard to tell I never wanted to be that girl Oh, and I feel stupid I feel cheap I feel used I feel weak I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to hate myself I thought this kind of lonely Only happens to somebody else Being the other one when there's another one God, this feels like hell I thought I knew who I was But it's getting hard to tell I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to be that girl

Nunca Quise Ser Esa Chica

He helped me change a tire In a Citgo parking lot El me ayudo a cambiar una llanta en un estacionamiento el dijo que podriamos beber una cerveza y dije, bueno, porque no empezamos asi la noche se convierto en seis meses un de repente el nunca tenia anillo entonces nunca pense en preguntarle pero luego anoche, vi un mensaje en su telefono decia, hey, nene, a que hora vienes a casa? nunca quise ser esa chica nunca quise odiarme pense que este tipo de soledad solo le pasa a alguien mas ser la otra cuando hay otra dios, esto se siente mal pense que sabia quien era pero se esta poniendo dificil de contar nucna quise ser esa chica he escuchado acerca de esas mujeres quienes no tenian ni idea quienes ponen excusas como mi mama lo solia hacer y el brinca a la regadera tan pronto como el llega a casa y el pasara media hora en su telefono nunca quise ser esa chica nunca quise odiarme pense que este tipo de soledad solo le pasa a alguien mas ser la otra cuando hay otra dios, esto se siente mal pense que sabia quien era pero se esta poniendo dificil de contar nucna quise ser esa chica oh, y me siento estupida me siento barata me siento usada me siento debil nunca quise ser esa chica nunca quise odiarme pense que este tipo de soledad solo le pasa a alguien mas ser la otra cuando hay otra dios, esto se siente mal pense que sabia quien era pero se esta poniendo dificil de contar nucna quise ser esa chica nucna quise ser esa chica nucna quise ser esa chica