Mess

How do I lay this down
Every time you’re around
I wanna be close to you
Move in the way you do

Know that you know me best
Feel your name on my chest
When I'm with you it’s rest
Why am I such a mess
(Oh)

Holding my hand till 3 in the morning
Pouring my heart in pieces
Too scared to say it sober get it over my lips after taking a sip
I'm so problematic acting erratic how do I feel
Don’t wanna listen got some ambition to hate what is given

And iiiiii just wanna go home
I'm glaaaad that you didn’t leave me alone
So whhhyyy did I leave the best thing I had
It’s sad that I run to somebody else
Cause’ I'm too afraid that I’ll mess up the 1 thing that’s good in my life
(It’s the 1 thing that’s good in my life)

How do I heal my head
Take back some things I said
Erase the in between pick up mistakes by me

Maybe I learned my lesson
Got a lot of confessing
Consequences undressing
Is this a curse or is this a blessing

Holding my hand till 3 in the morning
Pouring my heart in pieces
Too scared to say it sober get it over my lips after taking a sip
I'm so problematic Acting erratic how do I feel
Don’t wanna listen got some ambition to hate what is given