Loving Someone

What if I focus on the only aspect that I usually don't think about
And take a look around
I have gathered so much, I've built a life path
But there's something I'm missing out, and only once, I found

After hurts and teachings, I've blocked myself
As I judged I was being rational, but also radical
Days were gone, and all I've done was not enough
To satisfy myself and fulfill this hole

What just happened to me, can I feel no more?
Even the sunlight itself, it feels so cold
There's no stares, there's no warm touch, there's no heavy breathing
In the end, I've realized how much I miss
I miss loving someone

Self esteem is a luxury I can't afford but should I really be feeling down?
Instead of work it out?
Not that I don't recognize my own value, this is something I can't confound
But still, I have my doubts

Once I swore it was the best, for my own sake, now I confess that
I've been cowed and lost among the crowd!
Craving for someone to find me through my darkest days enlightening
The whole room so I can see again!

What does life want from me? Will it be enough?
Will I give it all I have until I'm gone?
I'm not certain if it's under my control
All I can think about is how I miss loving someone

What just happened to me, can I feel no more?
Even the sunlight itself, it feels so cold
There's no stares, there's no warm touch, there's no heavy breathing
In the end, I've realized how much I miss
I miss loving someone