Lost And Broken

Pushing all of this away,
I never wanted your sympathy
Now you're dying and I can't wait
To see you crawl on your broken dreams
Trapped in a broekn mirror
Daylight shatters and Death is nearer
Scratching to the top of this grave
Thinking no more that I'm brave

Time is so un-easy to me
Begging for a life to be free
Cold and battered, beating through me
Lost and broken, I'm bleeding slowly

It's as if its never ending
Day after day will I stop pretending?
Falling into broekn pieces
Left all alone to defend my reasons
Pushing all of this away
I never wanted your sympathy
Now you're dying and I can't wait,
To see you crawling on broekn dreams

Cry what you say though
I'm dying in this home
I'm locked in this dark room
With Death at my bed side

At my side