I Don't Wanna Be Here

Livin' back with my parents
Tradin' in all my independence
Though I'm savin' in rent, I'm payin' in patience
Nothing's changed in my bedroom
Might move my desk to the left to make the illusion
That something's new

And I can't stay here, I'm scared I'll never leave
I'm suffocatin' and it's gettin' hard to breathe

I don't wanna be here
Watch myself disappear
So, it's back to square one, nothing's clearer
I don't recognise myself in the mirror
I don't wanna be here

All my friends up and moved out
They're payin' rent in a new town
Makin' time in your twenty-something's hard
When half the time, I don't respond

And I can't stay here, I'm scared I'll never leave
I'm suffocatin' and it's gettin' hard to breathe

I don't wanna be here
Watch myself disappear
So, it's back to square one, nothing's clearer
I don't recognise myself in the mirror
I don't wanna be here

Can't say that I didn't try
Catch me at my funeral before I stop tryin'
God knows that I'd rather die, but I don't wanna
Say that I didn't try
Catch me at my funeral before I stop tryin'
God knows that I'd rather die, but I don't wanna
I don't wanna, I don't wanna
I don't wanna be

I don't wanna be here
Watch myself disappear
So, it's back to square one, nothing's clearer
I don't recognise myself in the mirror
I don't wanna be here