Heavy Heartless

I could never find
The feelings that excite
My dream is far from true

To live with such distress
I keep it on my chest
As a foolish thing to do

When there's an answer that remains
To get me through the pain and relieve me for a while
Telling anyone who cares
Lifts a load I'll bear and heals my troubled mind

Nothing is okay
I'm going through a phase
Heavy heartless
I'm going through a phase
Heavy heartless

I could never find
The feelings that excite
My dream is far from true
Everyone is free but I'm holding on to life
Like it's holding onto me

There's an answer that remains
To get me through the pain and relieve me for a while
Telling anyone who cares
Lifts a load I'll bear and heals my troubled mind

Nothing is okay
I'm going through a phase
Heavy heartless
I'm going through a phase
Heavy heartless

Nothing is okay
I'm going through a phase
Heavy heartless
I'm lost but trying to save
Any bottles left